Blasphemous Rumors

Depression 7

Anxiety 3

Johnny Cash-"God's Gonna Cut You Down"

Most of yesterday is a blur. A migraine set in and the pain was controlling me. I was constantly drinking coffee, which is why at 6 am I am still awake. 

Depeche Mode - "Blasphemous Rumors"

When I don't feel good there is something soothing in David Gahan's voice. Maybe it is just that it reminds my body of times when life was so much easier, I don't know, All I know is my body and mind react to it. This is by far my favourite song of Depeche Mode. How true I find the lyrics. Come on, God would have to be twisted to allow so many people get sick with diseases like Huntington's which kills by destroying one's sense of self.

I think that God has a sick sense of humour

And when I die I expect to find him laughing.

Yes I know its not the most popular view, but it is mine.

Hiem and Phil Oakey-"2AM"

I can't stop playing this great song. I blogged it last time, but here it is again. You can purchase the awesome 12" CD here. If you read this blog you probably know I don't generally listen to much current music but this song has been on repeat whenever my head let me listen to music.

Bryan Ferry-"Taxi"

Something about Bryan Ferry's voice is so calming when I'm having a day where my nerves are everywhere. I feel that type of day coming on. I'm so stressed and feel out of control. The coffee and HD are not always good partners. They play off each other if I drink too much, and I had over 8 coffee mugs full yesterday. 

Blondie-"Heart of Glass"

If you are looking for a great stereo recording, this isn't it. Its mono and limited in range. This actually gives this version a feel of vinyl which is how this song was recorded to sound. I love Debra Harry, she also has a lift-the-spirits vibe to her. 

Depression 5

Anxiety 3

Well, the sun is rising, its a brand new day. I'm going to go into with a positive attitude. Its important for me to do that when possible. Its one of the few things I have control  over. Music is so very important to maintaining this attitude. 

Juice Newton-"Angel in The Morning"

G'Morning from Sunny California

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